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  1. molly29
    Hi all hope ye are doing well having a bad few mths OCD wise so I said I'd log on. Miss ye x lots of love x
  2. molly29
    Hi I just wanted to pop by to see how everone is doing. I don't know if ppl will rember me but I had a very dark phase of OCD almost 2 years ago. I had contamination worries I was afraid that I could make some one sick or hurt some one. I work in a lab that deals with bacteria chemicals etc I was afraid that if I was careless or did something wrong that people would be harmed. This also made me fear driving. Anyway I dont want to focus on the negative. I see a psychiatrist and cbt theripist. In the last year I have reduced my dosage by half (lexapro) under medical supervision and now only see my cbt therpist every 2 wks. I isn't an easy road and I have to push against OCD every day. When I feel wk or tired my ocd picks on me the most like the bully it is. I just wanted to drop by to say I'm keeping up the fight I have even applied for the job of lab manager. I am more confidant in my ability. I train lots! Im always busy. I'm not afraid of preganant women as much any mor which is a good thing because one of my good friends just had a baby and 4 ppl in my life are pregnant. So keep up the fight, Lots of love, Molly
  3. molly29

    Hi All I haven't been on here in a long time I hope every1 is well.

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    2. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Hey mollz! Sooo good to hear from you matey!! Please come on chat tonight hun!!!!

    3. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Missing you Mollz xx

    4. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Still missing ye xx

  4. molly29

    Hi all I haven't been on here in a while I hope everyone is doing well and I miss ye all!

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    2. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      heya mollz, I'm good, tired! Hoping you are doing well matey xx

    3. molly29

      molly29

      I'm doing fairly well still going to CBT. I have also gone back rowing so I'm training atleast 4 times a wk. I have also started to go to guitar classes so that work and training leaves me very little time to be on here. I hope every1 is doing well and I miss talking to ye all!

  5. molly29

    I feel really crappy today why should my appearance matter so much to my mother.

  6. molly29

    Pmt OCD I hate you.

    1. molly29

      molly29

      Thanks Annabel its so anoying but atleast it will be over soon.

    2. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      Yes, hugs x

  7. molly29

    Hey Dan I haven't chatted to you in ages. I hope you are well!

  8. molly29

    Really anxious. Wish I would just stop checking!

    1. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      Hugs x

    2. molly29

      molly29

      Thanks Lucy! It just upsets me so much when old things make me anxious again.

    3. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      Yes, I know what you mean x

  9. molly29

    Hi from Istanbul! I have wifi in the hotel!

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    2. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Is it interesting? Are you enjoying it? Is the hotel fabulous? Is the weather lovely jubbly? And is the food yum yum pigs bum? :-)

    3. molly29

      molly29

      Ya dan it's interesting I'm super tired today! Going to go for dinner in a mo dinner was only ok but think we picked a bad place hotel is fab!! How are u?

    4. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      I'm good Mollz. When are you coming on chat next matey?

  10. molly29

    Any1 around for chat. Warning I'm feeling kinda sad.

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    2. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Missed you all. Hopefully catch you tomorrow night, will be on around 8pm xx

    3. molly29

      molly29

      I might not be on tonight after work i have cbt then guitar class then i have to pack for istanbul. I hope all is well!

    4. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      ooooooo, istanbul, when do you leave for there matey? xx

  11. molly29

    Was out rowing again this morning. Was good fun apart from the blisters!

  12. molly29

    Just selling my alarm to get up to watch the match in 2hes 30min!

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    2. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Heya mollz. was it footie wales won?

    3. molly29

      molly29

      No rugby world cup semi I got up to watch it started at 6am I managed to drag myself out of bed at 6.10am.

    4. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      What a silly time for a rugby match! You must be a big fan to get up that early to watch them! Is wales in the final then?

  13. molly29

    Yay! Presentation went well and I'm kinda excited about science again.

    1. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Thats Brilliant!!

    2. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      That's great, well done Molly x

  14. molly29

    Really anxious and a bit sad please tell me it gets better.

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    2. molly29

      molly29

      Thanks guys just felt low today. Had cbt and a guitar lesson so I feel a but better. Thanks it's feels good to have ye helping me.

    3. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      It defiantly will get better x

  15. molly29

    Chat any1?

    1. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      I'll be on chat around 8pm tonight, hope to catch you then matey xx

  16. molly29

    I'm running the mini marathon today. I hope it stops raining and I hope I can run it all. And as an aside I really hope my family stop fighting.

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    2. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Well done Mollz, who you running it for hunni? xx

    3. molly29

      molly29

      Post polio Support group my friends dad had polio so a few of us ran for that. It was a lovely day.

  17. molly29

    Chat any1?

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    2. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      I am going to go on chat :)

    3. molly29

      molly29

      Sorry Lucy I missed you I hope you are well.

  18. molly29

    Just had a big fight with my mum before i left for a highly stressfull day at work. Feel quite bad now. And yes she did use the words back to square 1.

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    2. molly29

      molly29

      Thanks guys! The thing id=s that i feel like im doing really well at the moment.

    3. molly29

      molly29

      Ok now she has told my sister on me! So now my sister has given out to me. I have Annabel I told her that it doesnt help because it stresses me out whch in turn makes me worse. But she told me im stressing her out and what about her stress levels. But hey i got in to this whole mess by worring about other ppl and now i have to worry about her stress too!

    4. molly29

      molly29

      Sorry about that rant!

  19. molly29

    Best of luck Dan and artic today!

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    2. molly29

      molly29

      Well done to every1 who took part!

    3. Lucy1234

      Lucy1234

      Well done Danielle and Rosie x

  20. molly29

    Hey haven't heard from you in a while hope ur doing well

  21. molly29

    My driving fear is still very thought I knocked down a mouse last night nothing there when I went back. I love my car I worked hard to get it need to snap out of this fairly lively. On the plus side I'm enjoying work at the moment.

    1. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      Aww matey, keep the positive thoughts, if work is good, and you use the car to get to work, this is a good thing xx

  22. molly29

    I didn't turn around to check anythink on the road this morning. Feel anxious and happy with myself at the same time

    1. pottypotter

      pottypotter

      enjoy the happy feeling matey xx

  23. molly29
    Well my old friend anxiety I going a bit crazy at the moment. My "thing" to get rid of anxiety is to wash my hands yes I under stand that this doesnt make sence as most of the time my hands are not dirty. I need to stop this but I also dont want to be anxious. Any one have any advice or been through some thing simular?
  24. molly29

    Feeling crapy went to bed crying. I haven't done that in a while.

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    2. molly29

      molly29

      Thinks, Its just i lost alot of weight when i couldnt eat due to stress and im eating properly again so it makes sence in putting some back on but im running at least once a wk boot camp twice a wk and i spend the wk end either walking cycling or kayaking.

  25. molly29

    Just home from a good night out. Feet are sore from dancing.

    1. trickydicky

      trickydicky

      That's cool, glad you went out and had a good time :)

    2. molly29

      molly29

      Ya was really good fun didn't go as Madonna went as 60s instead.

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