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  1. Hello, I am a patient diagnosed with obsessive compulsive disorder by a psychiatrist. My ocd themes are constantly changing. I've been obsessed with my looks lately. The funny thing is, girls are always attracted to me. There is a girl who is very interested in me and tells my best friend all the time that she likes me and wants to meet. Yes, everything is fine so far, but my brain suddenly says no, actually I don't find you nice and actually you are ugly. And I believe that. My self-confidence is hurting, and even though I get compliments like this from many girls, I never trust myself that's too bad, there was a girl I liked for a long time, I told her about my feelings and that I liked her. And I got a positive response. We met with the girl, everything was great, but after I got home, my damn brain kicked in again. My brain said to me "hey when that girl met you she actually thought how ugly you were and pretended to be content so as not to upset you". It's not just that, I see people who don't know me at all and talk and laugh among themselves, and I think they're talking about me, and my day is ruined. When I am alone, I constantly think about the events of the day and constantly look for negativity. I'm so tired of this situation because I can't date anyone. And it hurts my relationship with my friends. Any suggestions or advice would be greatly appreciated. Because I'm tired now...
  2. Hello, I am a 26 year old male diagnosed with ocd by a psychiatrist. My ocd themes are constantly changing. But I've been obsessed with my looks for a long time. I always ask my close friends if I look good. (Maybe 10 times a day) When I go out, everyone makes fun of me, and I think they're always watching me. Despite that, I get friend requests from most girls and someone I met for the first time last time (who doesn't know I'm ocd and my obsessions) said I look really good. And as I said, I get friendship offers from girls all the time, but my brain does not stop gnawing at me, I constantly seek reassurance about how I look. It's weird to be handsome and have such an obsession, but it's ruining my life. For example, I'm making eye contact with a girl and it's nice. But my brain instantly no! that girl just thinks you have a weird look and she looked at you that's why she responds and i keep that moment in my mind for hours, i keep thinking about the worst case scenario, please tell me is this due to ocd or something else? Does this sound like ocd?
  3. So, does this have anything to do with my OCD disease? Because I have friends who live a normal life even though their skin is much worse than mine.
  4. hello, first of all, my doctor diagnosed me with ocd. Now I would like to get your opinions on a subject that has been gnawing at my mind for years. I have acne scars on my skin and I have been struggling with this problem for about 10 years. I think no one will love me because of these marks and I examine my face about 50 times a day with a small mirror. I examine people who have acne scars on their faces and are good with women, it relaxes me, and then I start to examine my skin by entering the same vicious circle again. Sometimes I feel good and then the same cycle starts again. I ask my friends 100 times a day how my skin looks. Now they are tired of this. I already have ocd. Is this caused by this? Is there a way out of this situation because I'm sick of not being able to enjoy life anymore because of my skin. PS: everyone says it's not that bad for my skin, they say it's my obsession and my skin looks normal.
  5. -I haven't changed my phone wallpaper for a long time, if I change it now, something bad may happen. -I shouldn't listen to this part of the song, it could be a bad thing. -What I touch with my right hand, I have to touch with my left hand. And my brain attaches logic to random events on a subject and sees the coincidence as proof of the reality of that event.
  6. The thought that ****** me off the most is, what if this number 26 is real, what if I'm really getting a divine message? I thought about buying a car the other day, I picked up the phone to look at the ads, I found a car and decided to buy it, and then I looked at the clock and saw the number 26. There are many examples like this. What if these are truly divine messages? What if I really see the future and this is a warning to be careful at 26?
  7. yes you are absolutely right allysa, I even tried focusing on the number 36 once and it came across so much! Again, as in the number 26, I came across this number on strange coincidences. Things in issue 26 also happened in issue 36. But I don't know what scared me the most and when I was obsessed with this number, why did I focus? And why did I associate it with a car accident? All I remember is that before all this, I was extremely obsessed with death. And I loved cars too much. I think my obsession with death and my fascination with cars reconciled the two. When I was little, I saw the news that a 26-year-old person died in a traffic accident, who knows, maybe this event remained in my subconscious.
  8. yes i feel uneasy if i don't look at the car one more time or do something ocd ordered me. I was obsessed with the number 26 at the age of 15, I don't know how or where it came from. I thought that I would die in a car accident at the age of 26, and my whole adolescence was spent thinking about it. For some periods, this obsession was going away and I did not come across this issue. Whenever I focused on this issue, this number seemed to come to me more. I'm 25 now and I'm worried about next year. I even thought of not leaving the house for a year. This number is just one of my other weird obsessions, but it's definitely the scariest one.
  9. hello, I have opened many topics here and you have helped me a lot. The most important was my obsession with the number 26. (I will die at this age and every time I see this number, I perceive it as a mystical message by associating it with coincidences) Apart from this, for example, I see a car while walking on the road and the voice in my brain says to me, "Hey look at that car again or something bad will happen." Many things like this. The doctor has diagnosed ocd, but my brain is trying every possible way to prove to me that these are facts and not ocd.
  10. hello, i want to ask you something. I am an extremely suspicious and suspicious person, for example, someone tells me that I am handsome, but my brain says no, he said that to mock you. I'm always looking for something bad behind every good thing. Sometimes I think and analyze what some people say for days. What did he mean? Did I say something wrong ? All this makes me very tired. I'm also obsessed with my appearance, everyone says I look good, especially girls, but I'm not satisfied. I always ask my friends about this. When people compliment me, I take note of it, then read it and relax psychologically. I have other obsessions and my doctor diagnosed me with ocd. Do you think what I wrote above is related to ocd?
  11. Hello, I am very obsessed with my appearance. I always ask people around me how I look. And although they say I look good, I am not satisfied, so I ask again. I've received compliments and friendship offers from many girls, but a voice in my brain says "no, she just said you look good so you feel good". And I go into the loop and take note of what people say about my appearance. Later, when I have this doubt again, I read and relax. Other than that, I have much more disturbing obsessions, there is even a thread on the forum where I talk about my other obsessions. I went to a psychiatrist and he diagnosed me with obsessive compulsive disorder. Do you think my obsession with my appearance is caused by ocd? I am relieved to think about the compliments of all the girls and my circle over and over again. But then I fall into the same loop again.
  12. Do my friends not like me? Are they trying to get away from me.. Hey why did Michael say that the other day or was he implying something? Ahh damn, they sure don't want me among them. I will not call them again. (but I want to call) many things like this are constantly swirling in my brain. I think it's because of the ocd.
  13. And I'm so obsessed with looks, I'm always asking my friends how I look and I'm never satisfied I ask over and over again. I've received friend requests and compliments from many girls. A girl I just met said to me, hey, you look very handsome, normally I should be happy but this girl just said that because she took pity on me to make me happy, actually I thought I wasn't handsome. Do you think this is due to ocd because Buddha is forcing me.
  14. I'm sorry it's my fault. I forgot to use the translation ? This forum has been very good for me. Endless thanks to all of you. I have one last question (this is not a search for trust, I'm just curious) If this number 26 is ocd, it will disappear by itself when I turn 27. Well, I don't think it's a disease. Or my brain and ocd keep telling me it's not ocd, it's real. And I can say this. This obsession increases when I'm free. I've been on vacation for the past year and have had very little preoccupation with it.
  15. Aripiprazol ve sertralin içeren ilaçlar verdi. Bunları düzenli olarak kullanmamı istedi ve kesinlikle iyi olduğumu söyledi. Tek sorunum 26 sayısı ile olan tesadüfleri anlatamam.. Allah'ım hayatı çok seviyorum ve henüz ölmek istemiyorum.
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