For ages I have really struggled with worrying about things but recently it’s got so bad that it’s really affecting me. It’s got worse as I have started working at a Nursing home. My biggest fear is giving someone an illness from picking something up from my taps or something as I have a brother who isn’t exactly clean if you know what I mean...
I feel like I need to wash my hands every time I touch anything. I don’t care about my own health or making myself ill, it is only others.
I also have a problem where I have to check I have turned everything off or touch something 4 times and sometimes even 16 (I think cause it’s 4 lots of 4).
sorry to bother people I just really wanted to talk to someone
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