Recently I have been much better, like I haven't had any bad intrusive thoughts and my levels of guilt have been relatively low, which has meant that my checking has been at a minimum (I am only having to do my routine of checking the oven is switched off at the wall and that the knobs are all off too and doors are secure of around 3-6 rotations) and avoiding of the gutters like man-hole covers on pavements. Though I'm glad that I am not having overwhelming thoughts about my sexuality, the environment, and generally feeling responsible for everyones safety, I fear that I was actually faking it and jumping to the conclusion that I have OCD when really I was just experiencing thoughts that everyone else has. I am now confused as to whether I am a sufferer or not and feel guilty for saying I am a sufferer when their are people who genuinely have OCD and are actually struggling with it.