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I'm trying to ignore the thoughts and get things done even though they're present, but the guilt and fear that it's not just pocd is killing me. I can not take it anymore.

Hey @eualice, 

I'm really sorry that you're struggling so much, I really am. I just wanted to say that you're not alone. Like you and so many other sufferers on here, I'm also struggling with guilt and fear and it's just so horrible. 

Stau strong, eualice! And I hope someone else can offer you better help and advice. 

I'm sending you lots of love! 

Thank you Cora! Really.

Only those who have been through this understand how difficult and painful it is. Mainly for those who have children. I can't imagine anything worse. Thanks for the strength. May one day you, me and so many others with this problem can find peace. It was just what I wanted peace of mind and spirit.