Kcbell92

What do you mean by that?

I’ve been taking a break and mainly separating myself from the Mets, as well as focusing on the importance I need from them to have motivation to want to work and do fun things. im accepting that the janitor and high school kid have no truth to what they said, it’s all talk. They wanted attention and if they live their life and motivation based off the teams performance, most others don’t and therefore they have a very sad life, and i don’t have to fall into that mindset I will still have motivation to want to work and do fun things regardless

I decided tonight after another loss, to just stop. Completely cut off information and updates on them. I am not handling it well and it won’t get better. It’s either I stop or I suffer and die young

As for hobbies, I’m trying to think into good shows and videos

So there is no truth to what he said then ?

Well if you read what is setting me off now, it’s what I bottled up then. The kid from school and the janitor, did u read what they both said

I’m still able to work I just feel lost

I'm sorry but how the mets perform has nothing to do with you and your life what so ever NOTHING. I am struggling to understand why you think the performance of a team you support has anything to do with you and your life in all honesty. Again the janitor always said that him and his kids are successful bc they were motivated by the Yankees and he told me to never forget that and always live in it

I’m afraid to tell my drs about This, I don’t want to be put away

I just don’t know if the janitor was correct. I guess your saying it was all talk and no truth to make him look better

Help me I am an absolute wreck

I can’t sleep, I’m crying

I want to get better @snowbear I just don’t have much else to look forward to

When the Yankees won, do you think the janitor and his kids decided to make more of their lives bc of that? Or was he just talking to make himself look better

Well they said they have motivation to want to work and do fun things in life as Yankee fans bc Yankees motivate them, and I’ll never have that motivation bc I’m a Mets fan.