Snowdog

I just don’t know we’re im going wrong I do everything I should be doing my anxity still there my thoughts are still there all day long everyday my anxity still bad I’m always in a bad mood Becuase of them and so irritated all the time like so irritated ..it just won’t let up at all.. I just looked in the mirror and I just look so I’ll and drained from it all I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong my head going to explode... I’m on week 5 of 20mg escitlopram in the morning and nothing changed.. i must be doing something wrong but what I’m jus not getting better

I would say the Same has gingerbread girl x

Good point.. hey how are you felix was shock to see your name come up haven’t seen you on here for a while.. I’m still on here trying to get help and not cause no trouble I’ve changed my name on here so prob won’t be to sure who I am now heidi x

Thanks bodger and thanks for your help today Yeah done so good so proud of myself Thanks for your help today yes snowdog 1 ocd nil yeah been good since thanks

It is so tough it’s so horrible esp when it’s towards people u love ? yeah defo worth it in the end ? Thanks for your reply bodger yeah your right things have Improved I’m sitting here with my arm around him which I find hard to do .. everything has ease of still there but not has bad when I first posted for support then tonight I can write in my book what I achieve today x

Thanks for your reply gingerbreadgirl ok I try that thanks I sit here invite them and I won’t do no complusions. wow this is hard x

Hi there has you know I suffer from harm intrusive thoughts.. well today is the first time I’m baby sitting my nephew at my house he is 4 years old so this is big thing for me.. so I’m here sitting with him while he watching cartoons and it’s brought on all my intrusive thoughts what if I harm him here etc u know them thoughts.. my anxiety is tho the roof and I can’t relax scared out my mind.. so what am I poss to do just sit here and invite them in I don’t want to distract myself Becuase I know that don’t get rid of them this is so uncomfortable.. all these feelings are terrible.. the imanges are even worse please don’t tell me I won’t do it cuz your feed it more I just need to know what I should do Becuase this is going to far now I need to get a grip of this so I can relax in my life any advice would be good right now x

Ok thanks for your reply I see how I get on

Thanks for your reply pb.. yeah i got up today and thought I do a week more and see how I feel if no improvement I know there putting me on Risperidone which I’m scared of so I wait for my appointment

Thanks for your reply pb yeah it does Becuase they just look at me like I’m mad and think I want to act on these thoughts

Why does gp not know about my Ocd they never heard of such thoughts in Ocd ?? snow x

Thanks for your reply’s I really appreciate it yeah I will give the doctor a call today thanks x

Hi I just moved up to 20 mg of escitlopram from 10mg and I’ve just done three weeks the first two weeks I was so calm normal no thoughts no nothing and the last two days has in day 20 and 21 I’m totally crazy I’m telling you.. I have extreme irritation and anger and it’s scaring me Becuase the nature of my thoughts I feel like I’m losing the plot here and it’s trying to twist my mind telling me I don’t like my daughter and I keep shouting at her Becuase everything is irritating me and I never do that it’s must be the increase am I right ? Someone else must have felt like this I feel like I’m only one who’s got this right now ..I’m sat here in tears ? is this normal I just don’t know I’m going to call my doctor tommrow I’m so so scared ?

Thanks lost for your message ..You had them horrible thoughts to ? it’s so awfull lost it’s making me so crazy hope your ok x

Thanks for your reply I’m not on meds for Ocd I’m on meds for anxiety and depression I am.. yeah I’m doing that at the moment and my harm thoughts have gone down by half..just wanted to know if these are new Ocd thoghts Thanks gingerbreadgirl just wanted to know if it’s tryign to attack me in another way Becuase these are new thoughts ?